I am not going to waste my time with Pal. If he is serious, then he should be giving me some business. Until then, my time is mine.
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If I focus on my 55 kg and 10 km/hour goals, I don't have to worry about making money.
I regretted mentioning to Pal about my house condition and my cataract.
I don't want to have anything to do with his plan.
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I am now entering the 24 hours fasting zone. I feel so spiritually enlightened.
The idea is to be fat-adapted.
When I go past 24 hours, I am entering the Extended Fasting Zone. My thoughts are different. I am no longer thinking in excess. It is about pursuing higher goals in life.
It is no longer about impressing Els or trying to convince Pal to give me some assignments.
It is more modest than that. It is about what I can bring with me.
I have little money, I have my mind and body. In addition, I have my goals, my Vision Quest.
I guess what counts is my ability to take action. Like what I am experiencing now. Even if I have money, everything will be pointless if I cannot make use of my personal power to take action.
I guess, ultimately I should be able to control myself against the environment. What counts is not how the environment behaves but how I react in relation to the environment.
I am becoming a Paleolithic Man. I don't eat every day. That is why the body responds naturally to OMAD. It is natural for the body to eat at night like the ancient warriors.
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I better get away from Pal. He is wasting my time by taking me on a wild goose chase. In the end, there is no business.
Let's cut off that line.
Whatever the case may be, I have decided that I am not going to work these next 1 to 2 years.
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Lizzie tempted me with the spaghetti. I crumbled.
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