Does that mean I don't care? Actually, it is about being true to myself.
Sure enough, I made some unpopular decisions along the way.
What counts is for me to continue with my journey uninterrupted.
Nobody is going to care if I succeed or fail.
If it is to be then it is up to me.
HAVE NO FEAR.
- Fear of Poverty - I still have a bit of this by clinging to Pal
- Fear of Criticism - I am OK here
- Fear of Ill Health - This I know I am a fighter
- Fear of the Loss of Love - this is something I have to accept. It is just limerence
- Fear of Old Age - As long as I can run, run and run, I just move forward
- Fear of the Loss of Liberty - As it is I value my freedom. I am free as a bird
- Fear of Death - I have no fear at all, I look forward to death with a smile
Time to focus on The Period of Completion. Certainly, I am moving away from the Period of Success.
I am very sure I don't want a life where I have to look for money. If I have to do that, then I am still in the Period of Success. I have to say goodbye to all that. I have to purify my conscience so that I will attain a heavenly life.
As it is I cannot say for sure that I will go to heaven when I die. However, I believe I know how I can attain bliss while I am alive.
Let me pursue the life of a man fully functioning. The life of a runner. The life of having a heart inside the body and a second one outside by mobilizing the legs.
Still, my lifetime pursuit is to run, read and write. As long as I have access to those three simple pleasures of life, I don't need much money.
I believe my investment in the two eyeglasses and the current one I am wearing now are my wisest investment I ever made on myself.
Sigh, currently my fort is under attack. Let them come.
“A man can be destroyed but not defeated.”
I will still hold on to the fort for the next 61 years. There are houses that stand for 400 years.
Actually, I still need to make money if I want to live to be 117.
If I am to move out into an apartment, what do I need?
- My V Neck T-Shirts
- My 2 Jeans
- My 2 Cargo Pants
- My 2 Puma Shorts
- My 2 Adidas 3/4
- Shoes
- Socks
- Caps
- Running Apparels
- PC
- Notebook
- My Feng Shui Set
- My Dragons
- Knives Collection
- Handphone
- Tablet
- My Starbuck Mug
- Fan
- Nautica X
- Al Araf 7:7
So, when I am 117, all I need is CCC, a closet, a table, a bed, and a chair. I don't even need a car.
Heck, I still need RM500 k in the bank if I want to live in a comfortable new house.
Listen here, Sarah... I am done with Els. I will still talk to you. But the truth is, the magic is gone.
I am so into my Vision Quest that I only want to live my life to the fullest.
All I care is to RUN, READ and WRITE.
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