19/2/21 ^^^As long as I have 24/7 Continuous I can remain isolated

 I spoke to Alam Shah Alam, it's a vote to SNAP VANISH on TraXX and the Last Kingdom.

Basically, I am to keep my operation as simple as possible.

I will fall back to the original Tetrahedron.  That is as simple as it gets.

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So I had done vulnerability, now is to do non-needy.

Has the objective been met?  I would say so.

Basically, I had captured the walled city.

Let say I don't achieve anything.  Will I still gain?

• The most important thing is I managed to use this opportunity to recover from the dark depression
• It beats being lonely
• I experience limerence
• I managed to keep my mind busy

All and all since it all happened on such an auspicious date, it is a Divine Intervention -  for both TraXX and Twitter.

Therefore, I had applied the Art of Brinkmanship.

One thing good is I can open the door and I too can close it.

Since I had been wanting to close it for a long time (since early 2019), I think the door is meant to be closed.

So I had a good ending.  I ended it with the Critical Milestones.

Providence moves in.  It was done in a very flamboyant manner.  If I don't get it, then I am really is incapable of getting a hint.

Accept the fact that I was rejected.  Get on with it.

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Let be honest...

I am a slave to the Cybernetic Loop.

As it is I want to talk to Els.  What good is that?  I am doing that because I need her to accept me.  That is being needy.

A non-needy person with just let it go.  He knows that he had reached the end of the journey with TraXX.  So was his duty to inform others on what needs to be informed.

He knows that he is not like other people and he is happy to embrace his Dark Side.

So it's time to move on.  The world is wide open.  I close one door, I open many other doors.

Right now I have SIX doors:

SLEEP WELL

MOVE MOVE 

EAT RIGHT

RUN

READ 

WRITE

I am vulnerable but at the same time, I am very needy.

What I need to do is to stop being needy.  Then I solve the problem.  Then I can be as crazy as a Mad Hatter and I can still don't give a fuck.

That is liberation...  Where I can be whoever I want to be; without having to seek approval from others.

Gosh, this 24/7 Continuous is amazing.  I can do this all day.

My Cybernetic Loop is really flowing smoothly.  No human intervention.  

Dear God, this is my only wish on BJ's birthday - Let 24/7 Continuous be 24/7 Continuous.

The quality of a decision is like the well-timed swoop of a falcon which enables it to strike and destroy its victim - Sun Tzu

Energy may be likened to the bending of a crossbow; a decision, to the releasing of a trigger - Sun Tzu

This is Microbes Superintelligent's advice:  Maintain contact with Els via email but do not spend time with TraXX.

I don't think I want to do that.  No more reinforcing the limerence.  As it is, my focus is to remain vulnerable but non-needy.

 After all, when Twitter was blocked, that was already the sign for me to exit TraXX.

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