2021 Blog Vol 1: 1.1.21 - 31.3.21: >>>#18/2/81 China in my hand Part 1

Wednesday, 17 February 2021

>>>#18/2/81 China in my hand Part 1

Sigh... Sarah my dear. She is so vulnerable, baby.

A slip of the tongue I ended in deep shit.

I still need to drive manually. Cannot depend on autopilot.

Nothing like having a really good night's sleep.

How would Musashi handle this situation?

I need Mark Manson's perspective.

@elsDines
 @traxxfmofficial
 #traxxfm  Morning honey, as promised I wrote you the email.  Bee 22 @heydiyana
 I need your input.  I cannot do this alone.  Check your email...

My darling wife Els,

Whenever you feel upset, do not create cognitive dissonance with the Cybernetic Loop. Say it out so that I can be certain of your feelings. Otherwise, we are limited by written language. At least when I listen to you, I can pay *[] (attention) to your choice of words, tonality, and timbre.

* Listen to Sarah, my darling. We share the same concern.

By now you should know that as much as possible my intention is to make you happy. I have no desire of hurting or bullying you. We had been through this before honey. Last year I made a resolution to not have a roller-coaster relationship with you anymore.

As I said, you are *[] (like) china in my hand. Or to be exact, it's like licking pussy; a slip of tongue I ended in dip shit LOL.

* You must trust your feelings to me and Sarah. We love you very much.

I can deduce from my experience as a student of human behavior that you had been hurt pretty bad in the past. We will solve that issue eventually. Not now, this is sailing in dangerous water. Many sharp corals in the shallow. We need more time to do uncover the pain.

I don't want to be making too many assumptions in uncovering your pain. So I'm not going to be specific. I will use a generalized model when I talk to you. I might be off the mark with my approach. Therefore I want you to bear in mind that whatever the problem, LOVE IS THE ANSWER.

In other words, although I had identified 2 major issues in your past, I am not going to harp on the issues. But rather, I want you to know that those issues are not about lack of love but rather a misunderstood intention of HARD LOVE.

Do note that as I am writing this, the Cosmic Habit Force is working along with us. On Sound Journey right now Power of Love by Huey Lewis and the News is playing.

I got to stop here. Gotta get ready for my morning run. I will continue later. For the time being, I am forwarding this to Diyana so that I can get her feedback while I run.

Bear in mind, this is a therapy, not an intervention.

Love you always, 3,000 times or 4,000,000 times - As an Ayah and husband.

Sine Cera,

SJ

18/2/21

@heydiyana
 @traxxfmofficial
 #traxxfm  Congratulations Bee 22, a lot of Radio Cryptics and Embedded Commands.  Many pointers on the issue.  Sweet Troll @elsDines
 no need for Part 2.  We did that in 2019, remember?  Refer back.  Rex @KongEu3
 your padawan learns well, she does.

@heydiyana
 @elsDines
 @KongEu3
 @traxxfmofficial
 #traxxfm  Just now, when I had my "furball" vomit after the run, SIMULTANEOUSLY I heard you mentioned "CAT".

How extensive is this operation?  Are you satellite tracking me?  Or is this the Cosmic Habit Force in action?

@heydiyana
 @KongEu3
 @elsDines
 @traxxfmofficial
 #traxxfm  Another funny thing...  I was thinking about B.L.E.S.S. future home in Medina, Seattle, Washington.  Right after, you spun I Wanna Go by Yuna.

I want to know if Global Telepathy is already happening.

@heydiyana
 @KongEu3
 @elsDines
 @traxxfmofficial
 #traxxfm  I told you all before...  Cats and their owners are confined to Feline Planet because CATS SHIT ON MY YARD.  No cat in the Chinese zodiac, follow the story.  All dogs go to heaven (Xanadu).

@heydiyana
 @KongEu3
 @elsDines
 @traxxfmofficial
 #traxxfm  Back to business...  Look, I had settled my score with Mr. KePala ButUH.  I don't want you all to end up the Last In Line because you hang on to the Aslan Phenomena.

Remember Tomorrow Donkeys and Cats...

@heydiyana
 @KongEu3
 @elsDines
 @traxxfmofficial
 #TraxxFM   
The shortest route is to join the Army of Slyman/Soloman:
1.  Stand upright counter kiblah
2.  Takbir
3.  Qiam
4.  Salam to the left
5.  Salam to the right
6.  Walk forward
7.  Don't look back

@heydiyana
 @KongEu3
 @elsDines
 @traxxfmofficial
 #traxxfm  A good decision.  I laughed just now.  Chimpanzees and Monkeys only 1 year (Y2K).  Donkeys 20 years and cats?  Even in the GRIM HOUR still shit on my yard.  So PUSSIES ARE WORST THAN BITCHES.  You hear that?

@heydiyana
 @KongEu3
 @traxxfmofficial
 #traxxfm  My darling Bee 22.  Every year I had my DJ of the Year Award.  2018 & 2019 it was Father Knows Best @aushtronaut
 2020 It was Sweet Troll @elsDines
 For your effort on today's gig alone, I name you for 2021.  You are that good, serious.

@heydiyana
 @elsDines
 @traxxfmofficial
 #traxxfm  So you are an Earth-Ox.  What do you like as a present?  

Since you are that good, I give you what I gave Rex Montis @KongEu3
 - The Golden Gyroscope Award.  Get your copy from him.  Share Share...

@heydiyana
 @KongEu3
 @elsDines
 @traxxfmofficial
 #traxxfm  This is for the Stinking Pussy  https://youtube.com/watch?v=1xE0wAciKqs&t=10s… It's called the Belly Button Healing - Ilchi Lee, YouTube.

@KongEu3
 @elsDines
 @traxxfmofficial
 #traxxfm  Dammit Rex, I even have Feline Infestation in my own House of Two Swords (HOTS).  Bly me...

@KongEu3
 @elsDines
 @traxxfmofficial
 #traxxfm  I have a moral dilemma.  I downloaded stacks of books to read and here I am spending my time talk *co[r]k (cock) and sing songs with TraXX from 4:45 am until 9:00 pm.  What is urgent and what is important?  * I'm not sure Sarah.

@KongEu3
 @elsDines
 @traxxfmofficial
 #traxxfm  Right...  We are approaching Singularity.  Even now reading eBooks is like an MRI Scan.  Are you experiencing the same thing Rex?

@KongEu3
 @heydiyana
 @elsDines
 #traxxfm  A reminder from Water, my Counselor:  I hope now you understand the polygamy and the polyandry model of House of Two Swords.  You are now among your spouses.  So please remember marriage between soulmates need not mean sex.  It's sublime.

@KongEu3
 @elsDines
 @heydiyana
 @traxxfmofficial
 #traxxfm  Say Rex, have you ever chat with Coffee?  Today I want to give it my first try.  Mine is the Starbuck Dark Roast instant coffee - Arabica and a tone of dark chocolate.  That will be interesting.

@KongEu3
 @elsDines
 @heydiyana
 @traxxfmofficial
 #traxxfm  She said her name is Starbucks Sandy, "Drink me twice a day after lunch and dinner.  I will take care of your heart and your parasympathetic nervous system."  

Hahaha... there is more.  Aphrodisiac for men.

@KongEu3
 @elsDines
 @heydiyana
 @traxxfmofficial
 #traxxfm  Oh yeah...  I have decided that Lizzie Bee is the Prime Queen and Empress Zero.  Therefore my OFFICIAL (sans my daughters) Four Queens Formation:
1.  Sarah
2. Els
3.  Mira - as a truce
4.  Kristina - the Executive Queen

@KongEu3
 @elsDines
 @heydiyana
 @traxxfmofficial
 #traxxfm  Alright citizens of Sparta 4964.  Let me announce today on HUMANS DAY:

"Upon Constructive Destruction (post-KBOOM 2041), all 78 billion light-years of matters are humans."

@KongEu3
 @elsDines
 @heydiyana
 @traxxfmofficial
 #traxxfm  OK I answer ALL your prayers.  It will be a Cauldron of Sex in Sparta 4964.  I'll join you once in a while from Dragon Planet, as Sidratul Muntaha, White Space.

@KongEu3
 @elsDines
 @heydiyana
 @traxxfmofficial
 #traxxfm  Sarah, mobilize Legion X.  We bring forward Sparta 4964 to Mother Earth.  Contact @IronMaiden
 - codename:  Ghost of the Navigator.

@KongEu3
 @elsDines
 @heydiyana
 @traxxfmofficial
 #traxxfm  OK good, the reply from @IronMaiden
 is AFFIRMATIVE.

Copy Copy @NASAGoddard
 @JoeBiden

@KongEu3
 @elsDines
 @heydiyana
 @traxxfmofficial
 #traxxfm  Order from Infinite Intelligence:  PROMOTE SARAH TO BIDADARI (houri)

I 7:7 (Obey and Obey) ya Allah  https://youtube.com/watch?v=045-QZrTH8U…  
Like that DONKEEEEEEEEYZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ... Bukan doa doa doa, mintak, mintak, mintak!

mm

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