Of course, there is no cut-and-dry answer because anything is possible. I had been living with this enigma for the past 21 years and yet I still cannot tell for sure if this is a random event or a divine intervention.
Like I said, I am taking the stand of a believer. However, I am not discounting the possibility that these are nothing more than a sign that I am a seriously ill mental patient.
The argument goes both ways; dependent on your school of thought.
Based on my personal observation, I say all those experiences are signs of mental illness.
Let's address the elephant in the room; do I have a history of mental illness?
That is a big yes.
Now, it is a question of choice; do we consider Sharudin as a mentally ill person, or is he special?
I say I am both. However, if I am to choose [some] (one), I say I am a mentally ill special person. Much like Van Gogh or Mr KePala ButUH.
I don't deny that I have a mental illness. However, I think I am special too based on the patterns and the alignment of my numbers.
Well, fuck it. I want to sleep
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