23/3/21 ^^^Spiritual awakening vs mental illness

If Mohammad, a great prophet is actually a mentally ill person, there is a possibility that I, a mere mortal, is also having the same challenges and thus is not spiritually awakened.

So I am not going to account for any of those crazy experiences.  They were just me being crazy.

There is no such thing as a spiritual awakening.  When a person becomes crazy, he tends to become spiritual.  For that matter, I even consider people like Shunryu Suzuki crazy.

If I want to be free, I have to let go of who I am now.

I have to accept that I am a person with a mental illness and I am nobody special except to me.

All the while, I was relying on my mind.  As it turned out, I cannot [] (rely) on it.

So don't rely on me.

I am not going to rely on my thoughts either.

What I'll do is I'll keep on simplifying until I have something I can live with.  I decided to come up with a model that ONLY APPLICABLE TO ME.

Here are the conditions:

1. I live [m]y (by) Mens Sana in Corpore Sano.  This is a daily ritual.  It only concerns me and my Universe Within.  My goals are personal goals that I pursue on a daily basis.
2. KABOOM 2041 is my PERSONAL FINISHING LINE.  It doesn't concern others.  In order to achieve the target, I had set my own Flight Path beginning from this year until 2041; a total of 20 years.
3. Sailbad the Sinner is my own ship.  Within the ship is just me and B.L.E.S.S.
4. I only rely on Al Araf 7:7.  I have no interest in worldly affairs.  I really want to keep my world small.
5. All and all, Sparta 4964, the Adjoining Croissant, and the Hexagon Superverse are my thoughts and therefore meant for me and B.L.E.S.S.  They were not intended for the human race.  Therefore, since it is my house, I am free to envision how the house gonna looks like and who gonna stay inside it.

Having to establish these 5 points, I can do whatever I like without having to worry about the fate of the human race.  UBU and IBI.

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