>>>#20/3/21 Third day with the flu

 I feel much better moodwise.  As far as my thoughts are concerned I create my own reality.

We sure had fun in the Alternate Reality Dimension.

However, I rather remain in this Physical Reality.  To me here I can keep on progressing.  Over there I am already at my max.

That had always been the case for me.  The process of making my first million is more exciting than actually making the million.  The training for the marathon is more memorable than the marathon itself.  The thrill of chasing skirts is more fun than seeing them naked.

Suddenly I remember the time when Princess and Mopey were conceived.

We had gone through a very long and winding journey, you and me, Sarah.

Some of you already know how it ends.  As for me, I am nothing more than a storyteller accompanying our voyage onboard Sailbad the Sinner.

As mentioned on the sail; EVERYTHING IS GOING SMOOTHLY.

Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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#traxxfm I actually went to the Holy Diver Concert in Dallas, Texas.

 

I have to take it that my Path is straight.  All I need to do is walk the Path.  Nowadays it is very easy, I am sailing with the wind.

I believe it will be like this for the next 20 years.  We had gone through the most difficult part of the journey as depicted by the Path of the Dragon:

OK, fine.  Let's get past the squabbles and let's proceed with Exploring Human Potential.

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You know Sarah, all these years I don't question the epiphanies.  Nowadays, I begin to wonder if I am really the modern-day Rasputin or Mr. KePala ButUH?  20 years from now will I be deemed as a genius or a madman?

Whatever the reason may be, by then I will make all my blogs public.

I do hope I die by then.  I want to die sooner.  I did contemplate jumping from the First Avenue Tower:

But 2 things hold me back:

• The thought of Lizzie has to clean up after my mess
• My prayer to die together with my wife and kids

Actually, death is not that bad at all.  *[] (I) died many times before when I visited hell.

*  I don't know why, but every time I went to hell, Izrael took out my soul.  That didn't happen when I went to heaven.

"You were from hell Sha," said Izrael

So is that how I die in the end?  Like being in a vacuum chamber with the air slowly drawn out?

"Nothing like that Sha, you will die in your sleep.  In the blink of an eye, you will be onboard Sailbad the Sinner.

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I am giving this flu 3 days.  By tomorrow if the flu still there, I will be going through my routine again.  I feel fine except for nose congestion.

I had finally dipped below 87 kg.  The battle lasted for 2 months.  I cannot afford to slip after such an arduous tug of war.

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Come to think of it, reality is a very subjective topic.

So in the end, it is what each individual believes in.

Hey Sarah, did you watch the latest Wonder Woman?  I like the opening *sc[i]en[c]e (scene).

* Hey, let's watch it again.  I am one of the weirdoes who get inspired by watching female athletes in action LOL. 

I look forward to the Tokyo Olympics.  For the women's events, I like the track and field.  But to me, I like women diving the best.

I'm not so much into team events.  I like to see prime bodies in motion,  My favorite is Jessica Ennis. 

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Feed the flu, starve a fever; they said.  I am tempted to drink the 3-in-1 coffee.

I better not.

I have the compulsion to buy.  All the while it was under control.  But when I started spending on the two glasses, the desire to keep on spending rose up like the tsunami.

I had been buying until I finished the allowance that Princess had given me along with the balance I withdrew from my savings to buy the glasses.

This got to stop.  Otherwise, I cannot replenish my reserve fast enough.

Shucks...  I decided to feed the flu.

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