Sunday, 14 March 2021

15/3/21 ***Looking forward for the next 20 years

 If I am to design my life for the next 20 years today, what do I need to have?

  • First and foremost I need a sound mind.  I cannot be smoking pot or worst, entertain baseless false beliefs.  For that, I need to keep on reading and improving my mind,                                                   
  • I need a sound body.  I need to eradicate Bipolar and Gout
  • I need so[] (some) money.   
It is pretty scary to think that I can go off tangent even when I was not on intoxicants.

Now that I think about it, I just realized that I am pretty much a nut case.

How do I do it?  How do I maintain my sanity?

Well for one, DO NOT SMOKE POT.

Another possible attitude that I should take is I just go with the flow and simply don't give a fuck.

As it is,  I need to achieve my goal to weigh 55 kg.  That is my prime focus.

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As it is, stay clear from TraXX and only listen to Els but I don't need to write to her.

I was crazy alright.  I was delusional.

As long as there is a dopamine surge, I can never eradicate this illness.

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