>>>#25/3/21 Between being crazy and not is a matter of decision

 Frankly, I decided to be crazy or not.  I gave it the power over me.  I allow unfounded thoughts to affect my judgment.

Suppose I don't entertain the idea.  Do you think I end up a nutcase?

On the contrary, I can take the opposite stand.  I can say that I am not crazy and all there are the visions of the future.

Yes, I can do that.

However, craziness is a state of mind, and at this point in time I want [] (to) remain as levelheaded as possible.

Certainly, matters pertaining to telepathy are part of the craziness.  

So if  I am crazy about one thing  I can be crazy about many other things.

There[] (Therefore) to stop being crazy is to not entertaining the crazy thoughts in the first place.

Dear Els,

I hope you are in the best of health.  As for me, I just recovered from a weeklong flu infection and now slowly going back to my groove.

This week is a bit challenging.  Basically, I had decided to deal with the issue of craziness head-on,  The most perplexing question to consider is can madness be cured?

What is madness then?  In my case, it is the divergent thinking that I have about the future.  To a certain extent, I was delusional.  When I look back, there are certain things that make sense, and there are others that are total nonsense.

Hence, I make a point to stop entertaining esoteric thoughts beyond the physical realm.  Granted that I have a vivid imagination.  However, there is no way for us to validate thoughts beyond the inferences made by using theoretical physics and mathematical models.  As it is, they are just models.

Maybe they are valid inferences.  Alas, craziness is also defined as abnormal thoughts or behavior.  Therefore it is best to stay clear from abnormalities.

For a start, I will only scope my long-term plan from now up to 2041.  That is my 20 years plan until I am 77 years old.  I will not look beyond that.  Whatever thoughts I have beyond 2041 will be revisited later.  In the meantime, I stay focus on my goals to be thin and fast.

Honey bunny, does that sound like a plan to you?  I'm gonna give it a shot anyway.

As mentioned by Marcus Aurelius:

Love you always.

Sine Cera,

25/3/21

Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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