>>>#26/3/21 Motivation is not -the absence of setbacks but despite setbacks

 I will persist.  Despite my mental and physical challenges.

Frankly, if I downplay my shortcoming, I will be OK.  It's not that I'm crazy, I have a different perspective of reality.

Here is the definition of crazy:

mentally deranged; demented; insane.

Informal. unpredictable, nonconforming, or odd:All I can say is she's the craziest person I know.

Informal. unusual; bizarre; singular:She always wears a crazy hat.

Anyway, I am only crazy if somebody says I'm crazy.  Otherwise, I am just being delusional at times

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I have the urge to eat dark chocolate.  I think I delay until dinner.

Today I feel a bit diminished.

I'll have the chocolate.

There, I feel much better.

I think I'll have Mexican food today.  I don't know yet.

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Since I had been taking the Red Ginger, my bowel movement had been great.  Every day is a satisfying experience.

I think my microbiome had been flourishing too.  I feel relieved every time I am done with my business.   

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