At the same time, I received my Dragon Ring today.
All I can say that everything is karma and everything is the Law of Cause and Effect.
Everything is thought projected.
This brings me to the next point; as far as thought is concerned, we are operating in a zero-sum environment. You get what you put in. That is karma.
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I was pretty crazy for the past one month or so. What was the trigger? I didn't take any substance.
I think I get pretty excited over Yayasan World on Health and working with Pal.
Or it could be due to the excitement of getting new glasses.
Maybe because I stop taking Lithium.
Or maybe I am a confirmed nutcase.
Whatever the case may be, the illness won't go away. Therefore I might as well continue with the medication and hope for the best.
As it is, I am beginning to doubt that my epiphanies were Divine inspired. Still, the wager is nothing or something.
As it is I still bet on something rather than nothing.
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I had a spat with God just now. Basically, I told him I'm not buying into His storyline anymore.
I told Him, I'm tired of being crazy.
He told me that being crazy is necessary for me to know him.
Whatever the case may be, he told me to hang on to the afterlife.
If I want to be crazy, I entertain these kinds of thoughts. Instead, I stop my thoughts to my thinking within my reach; which is until I am 77.
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