In conclusion, I still experience delusion when I deal with the crowd.
Therefore to avoid erratic behaviors, I should remain in seclusion, This is good. No TraXX, no Els, and no Pal. I just manage my own parameters.
Nothing else matters than SWEE. Even meeting BJ and RR are unnecessary. I really like the life I'm living now. It is a life of a Hedonist Hermit. I am here to only please myself.
Every day I work toward a sound body. From there I achieve a sound mind.
No need to smoke cigarettes and dope. No need to chase after cunts either. Just go for healthy living by looking after diet and exercise.
So here I am, 100 Days NoFap and NoEls. The higher purpose is to achieve Sex Transmutation. If this can cure my dopamine fluctuation, then I hope I can find the cure for bipolar.
OK Then NoFap NoEls...
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