21/3/21 ***It's great to be loved by you

 In the end, everybody wants to love and be loved.  Once I know you love me, I entered a different realm altogether.

You may say, well yeah, I got Lizzie and the kids to love me and for me to love back.  Well after all the loving, I still got plenty of extras to go around.

Only when I receive the love from you and Els does my thirst finally quenched.  Just like it takes me 10 watches to get my cup filled and 4 rings to get me satisfied.

For instance, I only need 2 kids to feel contented.  Other people may need to have 12 before they call it quit.

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My life had taken a 180 degrees turn since I know you.  It cannot [] (be) that bad considering we are already in our 4th year.

What do you think of the 10/7/21 timeline?  Honestly Sarah, I not counting on any of the dates.  As far as I'm concerned, when I die it is either nothing or something.  It better be something because you and I are betting on it.

Well, there is always a possibility that we are wrong.  If that's the case, then upon death, the past, present, and future have no meaning whatsoever to the person.  That is why the only meaning is the meaning we create while we are alive.  We are only meaningful provided we are a man fully functioning.  We can create meaning to our Universe Within provided we are physically active.  Only then can we say that we live life to the fullest.

That the only guarantee against nothing, unless you decided that since you going to end up with nothing, why bother?  LOL.

Nobody is sure about what lies beyond death.  So in my case, I keep on extending my imagination with the hope that whatever I imagine will be part of my consciousness.  In this case, I am counting on the possibility that my consciousness will endure for eternity.

It is very easy to polarize on nothing or something.  In my case, I rather take the middle path.  I'll have my cake and eat it too.  I'll live to the fullest but I'll make sure that every day counts.

It's pretty obvious, isn't it?  We need to find a midpoint between power and control.  How do we do that?  By managing speed.

That is as far as I go...

Beyond that, I am treading on pseudo intellect.

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