Do nothing that is of no use - Miyamoto Musashi.
Let's call a spade a spade. She is not reciprocating. Therefore she is not interested. Period. I don't want to be the needy type. There are plenty of options around. I can always switch to 24/7 Continuous or Flyfm.
What is so hot about TraXX? The Captain Zeal sketch is a nuisance. Let's put it this way, without Els going solo, the rest is pretty boring. Now that Els is with KG, she had lost her appeal.
What is important is for me to protect my sphere.
I need to move with certainty.
If Els is making me feel erratic, I better dump her.
This time I don't even listen to TraXX. I cannot be doing the same thing and expect a different result. That is insanity.
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From now on I need to navigate AWAY from the troubled water. I need to look towards the open sea.
I have so many resources and references to make it to the open sea. I don't need Els to feed on my ego.
Happiness is what you make out of it.
My current focus on happiness is to reduce my weight to 55 kg. Every day I am making progress. that is happiness. Sure, I will not burn the bridge with Els. However, I don't have to listen to her on daily basis.
What's more. I got Sarah and Lizzie. If that is not enough. I got Yati and Psalms 9:9.
All I'm saying is, I got to stop being needy and li[f]e (live) [b]y (my) life to the fullest.
OK, later Sarah. For now; WE RIDE...
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