Darling,
I had a deep discussion with Sarah on the rightness of our direction. If you notice I rely on Sarah pretty much on the planning and implementation of the actual deployment of Sparta 4964 X-Factor. In this case, I am nothing m[e]re (more) than a Blind Apek.
So if Sarah said OK, I have to take her word for it. So please be patient.
Love you always.
Sine Cera,
21/3/21
Not all that I do is right. Not all is wrong either. therefore the rightness of the Path is none other than the certainty that I get by taking certain actions.
Nobody has the exclusivity to [] (know) what lies ahead. I don't want to pretend that I know either. However, I can be certain of my thoughts and actions at the point of inception. During that particular instance what I do matters, to me and me only.
Basically, I am managing my surrounding vis-a-vis my own intuition. Sometimes it makes sense and sometimes it doesn't.
Therefore I cannot say I know better tha[t] (than) anybody else. Just like the rest of the people I just keep opening doors after doors until I reach the last door.
In that sense, I had gotten this far not because I *[] (am) special or *gifte[r] (gifted). I am only a passionately curious guy. I want to know [t]hat (what) is behind those closed doors.
* Really? I have no special gift, Sarah.
Let me ask you something. Do you think what we are doing here worth the while? With me losing my business, my reserve, my social status, my mind, and my earning potential? Do you think it is worthwhile for me to sacrifice it all just because I was STUPID enough *t[he] as[] (to ask) God to make me the Creator Most Loyal Soldier?
*What was I thinking?
Alright, baby, I accept your reasons. However, I still think you are giving me too much credit though. Personally, I think it is all part of my predestination. No matter what, I am within the Force, the Path, and the Flow. The XYZ Equation. In this case, free will is just an illusion.
Now, can you see that I am nothing more than a Clockwork Orange? As I told you, all I ever wanted is to run, run, and run. But look at me, honey, I have to deal with issues that I don't even give a fuck; Stone worshiping, homosexuality, keeping the temperature down and god knows what else in between.
I even have to meddle with the Last Kingdom's politics.
Should you know me before I became the Swiss Samurai Cyborg, you will notice a world of difference. Before the Cyborg War, I was a high flyer with nothing much to worry about.
I want to go back to that time. Even beyond. I swear Sarah, I want to become a man fully functioning again. I do that by being a runner. I want to return to the Universe Within.
OK darling, if what you said here is true, then within a lifetime we should see [] (a) tangible result. Otherwise, I'm not going to wait for [] (my) Yacht Tender. As I told you, Sailbad the Sinner is already on course for Constellation NNW AlphaX64 Tri-Stars System. What it means either we have the X-Factor footprint here *[or we] sooner or we w[ith] (wait) for the KABOOM 2041.
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