If it ends, then let it ends but I don't have to end it.
While I am at it, I might as well make the best of the situation. There are plenty of moments for me to cherish before it actually fades away. I am too deadline-driven, I need to let things flow.
If we both decide that it doesn't end, then it is perpetual.
That is my honest opinion.
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Now back to my quit sugar. I get to withstand for 10 days. I failed m[]y (many) times before. Mainly because I become ravenous in the middle of the process. To quit sugar is basically to quit carbs.
If I follow Atkins Phase I, then I need to keep carbs below 20 grams.
Last night was a good dinner. The beef broth is really invigorating. Carbs make me tired and sluggish. This beef predominant meal is really a game-changer. I feel so energetic this morning.
I feel like dancing!
In the future, I know. Instead of going for a Spook (a term BJ and I use when we smoke joint), I just go for a steak o[f] (or) a lamb chop. I need tryptophan.
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Listen here Sarah, let's get past the limerence stage and aim for true love. Sure enough, limerence ends. However, when it ends, it just doesn't fizzle off. It morphs into something else.
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