I relapse dope today. Enough of delusion.
BJ said, take the delusion as part of my reality.
I'll do that.
It is confirmed, I take dope I become delusional.
This case is not uniquely mine. Those with a mental disorder will experience delusions in life if they take drugs.
As I write
Dear Els,
Happy new year. My resolutions had a rough start this year.
As much as possible, I like to keep things to myself. However, I realized that you all at TraXX are my outlet to the outside world.
It is a challenge to maintain levelheadedness. I am still battling with the dopamine fluctuations.
Still, since last month, the swings were getting less rampant. I managed to tackle the upscale. Now it went on a downscale.
This is my life sweetie. As much as I try, I cannot find a midpoint.
I hope you can bear with me.
Love you always,
5/1/21
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