8/1/21 ***The idea is to win the fight

 All these readings are meant to increase the odds of winning.  

I had set the challenge - 40 kg in 5 months.  It is my earnest intention to achieve this goal.

I had also decided to say no to Els and TraXX.  This was one of the 2020 goals.

I better decide today that this is my best decision.  

NO MORE ELS AND NO MORE TRAXX

I cannot remain a doormat.  Time to move on.

All I need is a major win.  Then I am set for life.

I cannot be living a life of delusion for the next 20 years.  I need to make a stand.

The stand is to design a productive life as a Hedonist Hermit.

It is very important that I don't have to worry about earning a living.

So my priority is to reduce spending money WHILE focusing on SWEE-nS.

That's the formula.

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I definitely have to find new meaning to my relationship with Els and TraXX.  It is a nonreciprocating relationship.

The best is treating them as one-way communication.  Unless I practice the Subtle Art of Not Giving a F*ck.

Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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3m

@elsDines

@traxxfmofficial

#traxxfm Hey honey, I can't decide... Should I treat TraXX as a one-way communication or should I practice the Subtle Art of Not Giving a F*ck and blast my thoughts away? This is my credo:

Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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3m

@elsDines

@traxxfmofficial

#traxxfm As I told Rex

@KongEu3

this morning, my relationship with you at times feel necrophiliac.

Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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5s

@elsDines

@traxxfmofficial

#traxxfm I don't get you really... You cried for me, you get jealous because of me. And yet you don't respond to my tweet and you don't do shout out for me anymore. So I wonder, why don't you end the necrophiliac (LOL) relationship?

Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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1m

@elsDines

@traxxfmofficial

#traxxfm So I concluded that you must like me very much because you are behaving like a smitten 17 years old girl... LMAO

Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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1m

@elsDines

@traxxfmofficial

#traxxfm Now is even worse. I don't even know if you receive my gifts anymore! Everything disappears in the abyss of necrophiliac silence. Els... Els... What am I suppose to do with you?

Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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10s

@elsDines

@traxxfmofficial

#traxxfm As I told you, if I am intruding, just let me know. I can take a hint. Otherwise, I will hang out with you because, for better or worse, you are my dopamine protagonist. So these efforts have therapeutic values. You feel?

Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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20s

@elsDines

@traxxfmofficial

#traxxfm If not I take it you are my kitty cat pet and I am free to roam the land, marauding the spoils of war.

Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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25s

@elsDines

@traxxfmofficial

#traxxfm Hey honey, you want to try this again? In 2020 I was away from you the longest for 3 months. How about this time I don't contact you until February. Will you miss me? Let me know. I don't want to be delusional. It has to be reciprocating.

Oh gosh, I forgot what are the benefits of ACV.

OK I stop contacting Els until February.  It's like quitting Facebook.  Slowly until eventually no more.

I test it along with the Quit Sugar effort.

Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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13s

@elsDines

@traxxfmofficial

#traxxfm So are we gonna do it until February? I need to know baby, if you really love me or if this is another Thomas Crown Affair.

Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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38s

@elsDines

@traxxfmofficial

#traxxfm Provoking Els is eudemonic to my health.

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